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[14 Sep 2005|12:10am] |
i should have moved to long beach.
san luis isn't the place for me anymore.
i can't handle small town syndrome and i'm mad at myself for not getting out.
why did i do this to myself.
i have to spend four more years of my life here and i will probaly never leave.
and that seriously scares the shit out of me.
why won't i leave?!
freak a leak.
this is lame.
i'm kicking myself in the butt...because now, the reasons jsut don't stand anymore.
i knew this was going to happen...
why can't we have a crystal ball to tell us what to do?
i'm over mistakes and pain.
yup.
i am.
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[25 Aug 2005|07:27pm] |
ahahhaah
O2Ripper: she looked like she got beat by the ugly and fat stick
O2Ripper: at the same time
O2Ripper: ;p
PaIgeEpOOh920: oh
PaIgeEpOOh920: my
PaIgeEpOOh920: god
PaIgeEpOOh920: i can't belive you said that
PaIgeEpOOh920: !!!
O2Ripper: hahaha
O2Ripper: im not mean, I swear
PaIgeEpOOh920: no you're not
PaIgeEpOOh920: it's the fucking truth
O2Ripper: ;p
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[10 Jun 2005|12:13am] |
um why does life have to suck so much sometimes?
yeah.
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[07 Apr 2005|08:44pm] |
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so basically i just realized how much richard and i really ARE twins most of the time...kinda scary eh?
did anyone else notice?
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[07 Apr 2005|10:31am] |
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i gots me a new LJ.
if you like me, and want me to add you....
comment on it!
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) tothe_______end
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[07 Apr 2005|01:51am] |
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[24 Mar 2005|09:28am] |
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fuck school i'm going back to bed.
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[20 Mar 2005|04:23pm] |
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FRIENDS ONLY!!
i'm tired of bullshit. if you want me to add you..leave me a comment.
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[19 Mar 2005|09:25am] |
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so thursday social D.
totally rocked. one of the best concerts i'd ever been to.
i lost richard and ivy though. that was bad. i was really sad i couldn't find richard cuz i would rather have been with him...but oh well it's over with now.
i love being so close you can feel their sweat.
but not so much about leaving and smelling like everyone else's sweat.
i'm a big fucking bruise too...shiiiit.
spent the night at richard...lied to my mom of course..that was funny.
we went to cheveron like 345894321 other people after the concert.
got some cheeros for myself and some water...richard and his damn ice cream i swear.
then we slept like all day friday. got up for dinner with my mom.
went by rachel's party...that was INTERESTING for sure.
saw the ring 2...i won't give my opinion on that..don't want to ruin it for others. but i will say that i am never going to a fucking movie on a friday or saturday night again because people fucking suck and talk and be stupid the WHOLE time during the movie...lame.
went to vons...i bought a tight ass ballon...richard got some more ice cream. we came back to my house and passed out. now i'm on my way to work...evil.
picks of the weekend to come soon....
THE END..
oh yeah i saw the incredibles finally...twice i might add...and i slept through one hour photo...HAHA
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[16 Mar 2005|09:32pm] |
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works sucks bitches.
i love my lobster.
i got to see my bff today.
( turn mother fucker turn )
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| i ♥ my friends! |
[14 Mar 2005|01:14pm] |
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tiny dancer...elton jon |
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I’m stealing this idea from dani.
My friends mean more to me than anything in the world. The shape me and make me who I am today.
( in my life i loved them all )
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[13 Mar 2005|04:28pm] |
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kelly clarkson..since you been gone |
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so i got a little camera happy today...
( you got a problem with that? )
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[13 Mar 2005|03:52pm] |
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so last night we went to upper crust and to see the merchant of venice.
good food, good movie.
wish that i hadn't fallen asleep in it so many damn times.
we saw all these people richard knew.
it was weird..they must be following us.
then we went to bed.
i hate work. but thats not new.
i found a house in long beach i might be moving into to.
school sucks i'm so far behind.
jason probably hates me cuz i didn't call him back this weekend..oops.
time to go get ready for work...blah
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[10 Mar 2005|04:57pm] |
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richard is trying to hump me from behind...
and now he is grabbing my boobs...
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[10 Mar 2005|01:19am] |
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something of value...yellowcard |
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check out the hair
( new hair! )
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[08 Mar 2005|11:46pm] |
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love me
hate me
move me
shake me
please me
make me
love you
once again
wow that came out of nowhere. haha damn milky way freeze.
i'm chopping off my hair tomorrow...love it cuz i do.
night
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| memories. |
[07 Mar 2005|11:24pm] |
Go to the persons page who posted this bulletin and leave a comment starting with "Remember that one time" and then write a favorite memory you had with that person. Then copy and repost this blog to see what your friends say about you.
Doooo it. It's fun-Even if you don't know me in person. I will return the favor to each and every single person who does it to me! I PROMISE!
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[07 Mar 2005|11:09pm] |
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so the new futon is bomb.
end of story for today.
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| tats & things |
[06 Mar 2005|02:12am] |
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today was my first day of being alone as a manager at work. pretty much everything went smoothly. phew.
richard and i went to the tattoo expo tonight. that rocked.
there was all sorts of shit there.
i got a new tat...but you'll have to wait until tomorrow or the next day to find out the details since i want to post a pic and richard has to email them to me.
it was really fun.
i got to meet ivy...and see her 40 ring corset. holy shit i don't think i could ever do that. she reminds me a lot of my friend stephanie which is weird and makes me miss steph since she moved to oregon.
i got a new pair of underwear at the expo too...sounds strange i know but they are super cute.
showers rocks....i can't wait til tuesday! ;)
i miss my special someone..but tomorrow is a new day.
and i'm falling asleep sitting here.
goodnight.
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[04 Mar 2005|10:59am] |
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rilo kiley mix richard made for me! |
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fun night at work last night.
a little crazy. i was so tired i was acting high. andrew WAS high as FUCK.
( FOOD! )
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